I am trying to enjoy the silence.

It has only been forty five min since Sophia has left and I feel my heart aching. I miss her. Earlier in the week Diana asked me if I wanted to take a day trip down the shore with the kids and as much as I wanted to I knew I couldn't take off of work especially with Sophias birthday a couple days away. I was bummed, but I knew this wasn't going to be the only day. So last night while talking to diana on the phone she had asked if she could take Sophia for the day so that I could just relax and then go to work and not have to worry about a babysitter. I had to think about it for a min so about ten min later I gave her the okay! Ater hanging up the phone with her I got really excited and then...sad! Sophia woke up early today I think she was excited to be hanging out with dom all day! After doing our normal morning routine I asked her to pick some toys out and put them in her little ducky bag that she was going to bring with her. It was so cute watching her do exactly what I had asked. We then got a whole bunch of food and snacks together and got dressed and picked out some "just incase" clothes. Diana had called and said she was planning on leaving an hour earlier now. They arrived about 9:30 the kids were excited to finally see eachother since both of us kept telling them about today! After going through the what I packed in the bag and what to dos if... it was time for them to leave. I gave my kisses and my I loves and watched them pull away with tears in my eyes. I came into the house and cleaned up her toys and called diana to find out what she was doing! Dianas response: DRINKING from her cup! I was happy! glad to hear she wasn't crying! I then again went through her bottle/nap routine, I had to stop myself because I would of kept rambling on and on! Diana knows what to do; we'll all be fine!
Lately Sophia has been venturing out! My uncle rich has watched her a couple of times do our work schedules and my friend kathy and bella from work took her out for a couple hours because I thought I had work, but come to find out I didn't so instead of them dropping her off back at home she stayed out with them. From the sounds of it she really enjoyed her self. So everytime I have been away from her has only been for a couple of hours. Today will be the longest time apart and that is why my heart aches. Okay so let me stop moping and fill you in with some news. Sophia has been taking a few steps here and a few steps there nothing more then 6 untill wednesday night/thursday morning! Since my parents house she has been walking soo much more now although she still crawls most of the time she will walk over to her toys or to me or whomever. it is amazing watching her she concentrates so much on walking it is too cute. I can not believe she will be one on sunday. WOW! she is still eating everything and anything. always wanting to try new things! the doctor said this should be her last month on formula we go to her one year visit next thursday.
well, i guess i will go check my facebook/comcast emails out and then ....relax?!?! I feel like I should be doing something productive, but I am kinda!